Im going crazy now life is so full of change and im not the best at dealing with it i just had my 25th birthday I always thought i would be married and have children by now yet here I sit still single with not much to show for it although recently ive been working hard at getting my business going and that keeps me busy and helps me feel productive especially on those days that im wishing for a husband and a baby...

soo much has happened in the past few month I went back to mo in june and came back here in july and then flew back to mo again the end of aug and then came back the first part of nov  now im just preparing for christmas and i will go back in december and I cant wait there is so much there that i miss when im here but gpa has me very busy helping him organize his note for his book and its nice to be occcupied so I dont think too much

Sigh......

Wow... life just keeps on coming Ive been so busy lately working on projects and helping my aunts I think I just need to breath for a minute............ok so Ive been looking at alot of ideas for upcycling cloths and things ive also found alot of fun new crafting ideas! Im hoping to have a new dress made by saturday for a relief society dinner I have to go to. Ive been missing having friends or family to hang out with out here but I generally stay busy so its not too bad.

New pants

YAY  I just got a pair of pants for 6 dollars that were originally 90 dollars what a steal!!!!!
Now I just have to find a place to where them lol that wont be hard!

Im getting there.

My room is starting to look better ive been feeling the creative urge more and have made some really nice jewelry!

Moving along...

Well I ended up moving into the upstairs bedroom, so we painted and put new carpet in and I love it! I finished my head board and Grandpa bought me a new mattress and now Im just setting up my room YAY!!!
Grandpa also got another car for me to drive its a manual ,at first I was nervous about that but now I love it!

When it rains it pours...

Well I finished painting my room on saturday and it looks great I cant wait to finish decorating it so its an amazing space!!!!
Yesterday I helped grandpa pull the fuel pump out of his little S 10 pickup, then I went to A.Ns to pick up our valentines  (they were pink chocolate chip cupcakes). I fixed dinner last night and it was amazing even if I do say so my self :)
Today I was up early for my 6 month teeth cleaning.....bla.... after that I went to the fabric store to look at fabric for curtains,then headed over to A.Ns to tutor Clay  in math on the way there the car started making a terrible racket so I quickly found a place to pull off and then parked it and checked it out I didnt see anything so I started it and tried to drive it but it only went an inch or two and stopped so I pulled it back in the parking spot and called grandpa. He said he would be a little while so I called A.N and told her what was up she offered to come get me but I decided to stay with the car for the time being. I called mom while I was waiting, to tell her what was up and while I was on the phone with her A.J called we talked for a minute and decided it would be better for me to go to A.Ns house, so I got off the phone with her back on the phone with mom and finished talking to her I told her I would probably just walk over to A.Ns she thought it a good idea and said it would help lift my spirits so I walked and it did just that, by the time I got to A.Ns house I was in a really good mood and very thankful for my legs :) Tutoring with Clay went well grandpa came to get me after a while then we went to check out the car we checked it out he decided we couldnt drive it and so we left it, with me driving the giant dodge truck lol so I would have practice.
Tomorrow I have to go get two fillings on my top back teeth and then back over to A.Ns to do more Math with Clay.

Another day over

I got up early to day, I had an orthodontist appointment, all went well with that I changed from just pink to pink and black for valentines day, I love it! After my appointment I went over to A.N. 's house for a bit we went to an antique store and I found some stuff for my room, that Im in the process of redoing. When I got home I started prepping my room so I can paint it hopefully I'll paint it tomorrow Im super excited to get it done!

Back in Washington

Ok so I'm back in Washington after spending four months in Missouri with Mom and Dad and the Kids.
Carries baby Leandra is so adorable, I'm really going to miss her,she thought I was the no food mommy so I got to hold her alot! I've been working on alot of knitting projects and made several new patterns for fingerless gloves and plan on perfecting them even more in the coming weeks.